Except that Terra was a monster. She's killed so many people, slaughtered villages in the name of some mad man. When she returned home she'd be hated and once again become a puppet for the Empire. She couldn't say as much but it was hard for her to just ignore everything she's done.

She thought she was a monster. She feared her own power and having those powers taken away from her in Crystallis was the only reason she could be something more than a monster.

"It's lonely." Not caring what others think, being completely and totally alone. She didn't want to be like that anymore. It hurt.